Hi guys,
i think alot of people already know who i am, its irish the guy with the plates im.hood, the 20'' chrome wheels, and all the mods to make my car go fast.
As you may have already known last week i was banned due to constant shit i started and retailated to.
After a looooooooooong week of back and forths to ric about my behaviour and the shit i put guys like rome, ric, keiran and so forth through i think that all of you members including keiran, rome and Especially ric a gigantic
IM TRULY SORRY.
i know my vision for my car isnt to everyone's liking, i know that im blunt, rude, aggresive and down right disrespectful at times.
but there is another side of me, the side that should have come out and not the above.
i can tell you honestly that i didnt know ric did this out of the goodness of his heart and dipped into his own pocket and spent his spare time running this site.
if i knew this i swear things would never had got to the point it did.
ric has a big heart and a truly forgiving nature and i have abused this over and over and over again and i think that in all fairness if the coin was flipped i wouldnt have given me any more chances.
but ric has invited me back out of a sign of good faith that i do not want to abuse.
im sorry to all of you who had to sit thru the bickering between me and other members.
this forum is the only place people with libertys can really interact and learn things.
i personally want to add to this, that is the truth its not fair that i can do what i did and get away with it.
i made personal threats on keiran and if i could rewind time i would. KEIRAN IM SORRY MATE.
we have to learn to set our own opinons aside and respect others, something i need to preach, something i havent done.
ric, thank you. again im sorry for the bullshit.
i wrote ric and email last night giving him an example on how i think and i want to share it with you guys
the way you here me speak and act on here is the same way i react in a real life confrontation, if i was in a club and a guy who doesnt know me says to me "where did you buy that shirt you look like a homless junkie" i wouldnt run off looking for a security guard to deal with it, i would retailiate and escalate it.
i understand now that this is not the forum ettiquite, in here we have guys like ric who stand over watching situations and deals with them if they blow up.
so its a lesson learned, i fucked up BIG TIME. im not going to point fingers and say he said she said im just going to put my cards out on the table for all of you to read and i hope in time i EARN! your forgiveness.
so thats basically it, im going to share in a new thread what has happened to me this weekend gone, after having a thread named "what is your car worth" and we all spoke about insurance and so forth my car was actually fucking stolen a guy broke into our house where my wife myself and our 2 kids were sleeping, stole some of our belongings and then took my keys and stole my car. ill show the pics and share the full story in another thread soon its something that can happen to anyone and i want to give you a few pointers on stopping this from happening to anyone, maybe it was karma for me being a prick on here, maybe it was god telling me i have to change or maybe just dumb luck ill let you decide.
so for now guys i am leaving it all up to you to decide my fate on the forum, if its overwhelming that people dont want me on here ill get off and never come back but again IM SORRY i am publicly asking you all for another chance.
cheers
irish

